~stjimmythe4th

it feels like it was just a little while ago it was my birthday-funny how two months can pass you by so easily when your distracted. or if you had to do ten million projects for school...that could work too. point is i havent been updateing which i know isnt a problem because im still drawing i just havent felt like uploading anything. regardless of that ive noticed that the older i get the more confusing everything around me gets, i wish it was more simple, i wish there were a solution. i wish i could stop thinking- stop worrying, but thats never going to happen. as the seasons change i can feel the world around me shift with them, im not sure where these shifts are taking me but all i can do is wait and enjoy the ride. i just wish i could learn how to do that again. Im still happy to be me to be alive but something just seems to be missing. i know what it is, but i also know i cant have it. if next school year comes tommorow itll be too late anyways i just cant wait to march again, to meet some new people, for this change to all be finalized, and done with.